Friday, July 1, 2011

Our Calling in Life

God called me to be a stay-at-home mom. It was a tough decision as I loved teaching but my desire to be with my kids full time and serve God prevailed. I've learned through this experience that following God's calling is not always easy and full of surprises. I haven't been swallowed by a whale (yet) but many surprises have come my way.

The first surprise was that I don't get a lunch break or bathroom break with this job :)

The second surprise was that being at home is everything BUT boring and mundane. I think I could make megabucks by starting a reality tv show about stay-at-home moms - my house would be very entertaining to watch.

The third surprise was that I had to rethink my identity. For so long I placed my identity and purpose in my career. Through thought, prayer, and the Word, I was reminded that my identity is that I'm a child of God - not a teacher. I had a hard time at first understanding that I was serving God by changing diapers, rocking babies, going on walks, and folding laundry. I did grow discontent and antsy as I wanted to do bigger things and be acknowledged for such things. However, God speaks to us and is amazing. He made my heart content in being a mom - especially after Sam was born. I can find many way to serve the Lord and others by being with my kids.

The final surprise was that I think this is the hardest job I've had yet :) I love it but there are challenges and requires a truck-load of patience. I have been humbled in how much I need to learn as a mom and grow along with my children.


2 comments:

  1. So you quit teaching? I've been doing the SAHM thing since Little Man was born in November. It's getting more entertaining now that he's moving around and sitting up and playing.

    Do I wish I were working at someplace other than at home? Yes. I need a break once in awhile and I don't always get one. Oh well.

    Miss your face. We should get together in Decorah sometime and play...it's only a 2.5 hour drive for me (and I know you're not that far away...I don't think. Maybe you are.).

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  2. Hi! It's great to hear from you! I understand needing a break - today is especially one of those days :) However, I don't think I will ever regret staying home during this time! I would love to meet up with you some time! I'm in DM...not sure when a good time would be but let me know when you're in the Decorah area...it's been too long since I've been there :)

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